February 2010
OH YEAH
trying to keep positive on this band.
recording ep next week.
super pumpedddddddddddd
couples retreat and movies like it.
make you realize what you had, and what you want, and what you need. and sometimes when you meet that there is one person out there who makes all those things add up.
im going to find my way home jenna. i will. i dont care anymore if your friends get mad. they’re all ghosts. and none of them will matter.
ugh.
WHY cant i let you go? why do i still love you. i have always loved you. but. i feel like. i am missing life. but i feel like life doesnt matter if i dont have you with me to share it.
maybe your fuckhead friends will realize that i may make mistakes. but i am only 20 years old. and thats all we do and we move on. but thats one mistake i can’t move on from.
i love you
So, if it weren't for this fabulous piece of...
usuallycrazy:
I would be saying sayonara to 4,280 messages.
Dunno if you understand how much that would tear me up. I wish I were kidding.
Note to self: phone has 4,000 text limit.
where you going?
let the smoke close my eyes.
right now
oh yes. get in me mary jane.
another fucking thing.
seriously
you arent anything fucking special.
GROW UP.
I can't wait until i start playing shows, get to...
im sick of all that lays here.
so. skype?
evangoesboom.
find me.
lets chat.
im sad.
and bored.
babyjellyfish
thanks for the follow :]
FUCK YOU.
i just read that icarly ihave sex thing...
babyjellyfish:
i feel dirty.
o.o
what the fck?
dear tiffany.
can you please open your fucking damn mouth. because i cant read fucking minds. seriously. this is effing stupid. pissing me off.
i like you alot. i know i have only have only been talking to you for like 3 weeks but still. i just really like you. and this is so stupid. and i cant handle this right now. its not like i want to date you TODAY or anything. i just cant take this. so
if i seem a...
FUCK.
i gave ciggerates for lent.
probably a horrible time do to that considering the fact that this effing girl is playing with my emotions. or not.
i dont even know. honestly. i cant. i just fucking do this shit.
im too old.
ugh.
:]
sleep sleep sleep. sleep sleep sleep.
always nice.
lame
staying up late watching youtube videos on sidekck lx’s. i want mine so badddddd.
Volgio si chiude ma, no posso. Perche no? hai...
.
why is it when i am separated
everyone seems to be together and happy.
i just want to find that person. i did. but i lost it.
theres no turning back.
thats fine.
ignore me.
everyone else has.
ill be okay.
one day.
Today
i was singing a song in the lobby of the Arts building at my college.
i was asked to be in a band. that sounds like Four Year Strong and other various hardcoreish bands.
that news made me want to just die.
its finally happening.
i learn one song and demonstrate screaming. then
im in.
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Samantha Danielle D'Adamo
im sorry for your loss.
if we were still talking, id dake you out for lunch.
:[
please.
just be fucking honest with me. because this running in circles is making so damn dizzy. seriously. just open your mouth and talk to me.
i want to be close.
but you are pushing me so far away.
This will be the hardest thing that i ever have to...
jennaheartsyou:
(via viadextera)
why don’t you just say things like that to me?
instead of getting angry and defensive, tell me how you FEEL.
because like you, i also have walls up.
A moment of love, A dream, Aloud, A kiss, A cry....
won’t stop till you surrender.
Tears for fears.
I wanted to be with you alone.
and talk about the weather
but traditions i’ve been tracing against the child in your face
wont escape my intention.
you keep your distance with a system of touch
and gentle persuation
im lost in admiration, could i need you this much?
oh you’re just wasting time. just just wasting time.
:[
tonight is just not a good night for some reason. i need to watch click. that move is great. and tonight i need it to be in life right now.
spandau ballet is like medicine for my ears right now. and mae and my chemical romance. im so glad im sober for this because if i wasnt im pretty sure id kill myself.
i want to feel better.
XBOX LIVE IS DOWN
hrrrld:
bbones:
(via hrrrld)
SHUT THE FUCK UP, REALLY!?!? :(
yeah, i can’t connect to any server, and people on twitter are freaking out and live.xbox.com isn’t working
you can always expect the best from microsoft.
This will be the hardest thing that i ever have to...
then again.
i want to try again.
not now.
who knows.
but first i need to take my medicine, because my heart has become sick with joy.
honestly
there is a slight fear in my heart. because i despite how sorry i am. my lesson will be taught well to me. so i may learn better of what i caused. i do know for experience but the heart has become hardened to the pain of others.
because i have shut many out so i cant feel loves sting. and in all honestly, i cant run from Alpha Omega, for he is there behind every curve. every move i make is...
man you are hilarious
when you think that your song lyrics are supposed to make me feel a certain way.
news flash. no. it doesnt. if you want to know something
talk to me. instead of thinking what you want.
honestly.
just open your mouth. you obviously have something you need to say. just say it.
yes.
creepin on people who are currently still mad at me. thats awesome!
congrats on you finding someone new.
im so proud of you.
